I'm impatient, and yet the speed is terrifying. How can those things coexist? My heart is tossed around, excited, bewildered. My life feels to be a flood of intense emotion, fleeting glances, terror, wonder, endless moments of longing, missing, laughing, crying. Beautiful crying.
God's plan is so ridiculously amazing, I must say. I am daily baffled, floored, overwhelmed.
So I'm sick of biology, and all I can think of is... well, shall we say, the future? I'm excited. Yet even in this crazy last week and a half, I'm trying to remember to work "as unto God". It's hard. Each lesson in humility is a reminder of God's sovereignty.
Yet life is beautiful.